Walk with me- Free Verse (31.03.23).

Wasting

time stormed

out wailing

with the weather dancing

in the Driveway singing

Nonsense.

pink anorak scissors

on hand sharpened a

finger bled on the paper

failed Mercilessly. checked

my curls shrunk

into shame I never

left the funeral

behind bumming

a cig, cousins

of cousins happy

Birthday sorry

for your

Loss.

almost started

without us. misplaced

anger tossed book

across the Room praying pages burn

slowly sparked a

Vendetta. drank vinegar forgot I

Was thrown

out with

the toys always

a plaything

chucked. Voicebox

died just

being mother, needing mother

cradled. crying. why

are you crying? Gratefulness

wrapped resentment

in a bow shoved

down throats

in and

out

for eternity still

sparing Feelings- always

sparing feelings. Home

is not

home when death is snoring

in the room over going

deaf from bass praying

one day it’ll leave, Praying

one day I will.

Chewed wild spinach,

vomited a lizard, Liza belongs

to Judy! left

to own devices dug

a hole haunting

with vigorous

vengeance. Challenge

me! Change

my mind.

Moving on (out). - Anthology